A collection of random thoughts and observations. I find most of them humorous.
A Review: With Teeth
The new Nine Inch Nails CD “With Teeth†is out. I had to get it, the first new CD I’ve bought in a very long time.
Color Colour!
Although the vast majority of the population prefers color movies over black and white, few actually notice the use of color. Because the human eye sees in color, it’s taken as mundane truth. It is apparently believed that color is ‘real’ and represents the tangible world instead of realizing it can represent the unseen or completely obscure the truth.
The Way of the Courtesan
I’ve participated on a particular public discussion forum way more than has been necessary. It’s called the HDH (High Dollor Hotties) forum and concerns courtesans, paid companions, and those who simply charge higher-than-normal rates for their time. Scrolling through the forum one will read page after page of what defines a “courtesanâ€, which nearly everyone seems to feel is the pinnacle of the “provider†spectrum.
When I worked, I aspired to be as courtesan-like as possible, using my own definitions, biases and prejudices. I know I didn’t hit the mark all the time. If I did, I would’ve achieved my goal. Every escort uses her own definition of what a courtesan is, whether self-proclaimed or simply jumping into a discussion. And then we have to contend with the long history of courtesans, which vary from country to country and century to century. The word “courtesan†has been used to describe everything from a modern-day Nevada brothel employee to a handful of rarified newsmakers and trendsetters in 19th century France and England. With such a wide range of concepts to choose from; what really is a courtesan?
Sex
I have been in the business of ‘sex’ for a long time. Some people might think that it would inure me to sexual feelings, and sometimes I believe that fallacy too. Although I rarely get completely aroused just by seeing a naked man like I did in college, it doesn’t mean that I’m blasé. Instead, the emotional resonance of sex has spread. No longer is sex concentrated in dicks or my pussy. Sex can be many things to me and most of them have nothing to do with naked bodies.